(Source: promiseswillonlybreakus, via eletheowl)
(Source: promiseswillonlybreakus, via eletheowl)
(via eletheowl)
I have died everyday waiting for you
I love you, that’s it. And it’s so hard for me to say or even believe that I feel like this. It’s not fair, how could I love you, after all you’ve done. And then it hit me that love is just love. It can overcome almost anything, not all things, but a lot. It can be dormant for many years, but resurface again years later, disrupting and destroying everything you thought you knew.But maybe it the midst of this chaos, you have the courage to start anew.
A lot of time we don’t really forgive, to me, forgiving someone takes courage. It’s the right balance of being understanding, and making amends. It’s about letting go of the pain or sadness you’ve felt because it’s crippling you.
I don’t think I ever really forgave you, I gave into you. I don’t know why, maybe I just didn’t want to be without you. Maybe I felt it was better to compromise myself, to save for “us” and what we had.
But maybe I was just scared, because I realized what we were reduced to, a whole mess of hurt. And maybe things couldn’t have been the same again. And now I know.. they never will.
Often forgiveness means also letting go, and that takes time, patience, it’s saying goodbye. It’s a process, it’s gradual.
And if I let go right now, i will let go of everything, and that would mean letting go of you. Maybe it’s taken me so long to tell you I forgive because I didn’t want to let you go.I didn’t want a goodbye, but I’ll admit, this, us, has always felt unfinished, a cliff-hanger ending.
Should’ve done something but I’ve done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you
Should’ve said something but I’ve said it enough
By the way my words were faded
Rather waste some time with you
– The Used
oh my god. poor poor baby :(This baby girl has a disease. It’s a cancer that is slowly eating up her body. Its called Necrotizing Fasciitis (Flesh-Eating Bacteria). She is currently under serious condition. This was put on tumblr to be reblogged for donations. Each reblog is equivalent to $1. The more reblogs, the more money goes for her treatment. Every 4 hours a child dies from cancer. I am praying for her.
(Source: obeyswagness, via hopelessdaydream)
Oh you got a fire and it’s burning in the rain
Thought that it went out, but it’s burning just the same
And you don’t look back, not for anything
‘Cause if you love someone, you love them all the same
Thought that it went out, but it’s burning just the same
And you don’t look back, not for anything
‘Cause if you love someone, you love them all the same
– the fray
It’s sad how I wish I could find it in my heart to forgive you, to look at you and not feel hurt. But that’s all we are now, just a whirlwind of hurt. And I’m sorry, I’m so sorry but I never want to see you again, and I think it would just be better if we just quarantined the part of our lives that overlapped. Keep it somewhere where it can’t hurt you. But I’ll always feel this emptiness, even if I manage to forget you. My life is tinged with a feeling that something is missing.. and it’s you. I’ll never admit it out loud but I love you, I love you so much.
I always thought that there was this one perfect person for everybody in the world, you know, and when you found that person the rest of the world kind of magically faded away, and, you know, the two of you would just be inside this kind of protective bubble, but there is no bubble, I mean if there is you have to make it, I just think life is more than a series of moments, you know, we can make choices, and we can choose to protect the people we love, and that’s what makes us who we are and those are the real memories.
– Forced of Nature (via eletheowl)
